ola evri1...ytr i went out 2 ct square wit mummy...shop fer sum clothes n food..huahua...aft bought t-shirt n half jacket..we went 2 eat pizza...mmm...yummy...den aft tt went hme...rch hme at arnd 1+pm....den...my neighbour came 2 my hse...den duno wat 2 do...ila ajak dier maen ps2...kteorg maen game guitar hero 3...huahua..verie fun de...okeh2..nemind2...tt 1..ytr storie...2dae...i din go out..1st dec i tink den i go out..bt duno whr i 1 go..whr 2 celebrate my burfdae sei??hmm??okeh wadeva...den juz nw dd asked mie 2 do sudoku...damn sux okeh..den i giv...dd go do de nex 1...den he finish...he asked mie 2 do a new 1...haiyo...sux lor...huahua...den nw he doin...n nw i duno wat 2 type...frm juz nw listening de song anyone of us....verie meaningful de..okeh...ltr nyt if i gt tym i post agen..coz duno wat 2 post...okeh...tc yarhz..bubye...*muackz*

okeh...im buack...huhu...i mean...im bck...hehe...okeh..im falling sick sooner or later...hope i get well soon...coz aredie plan wit arina tt im goin 2 vivo wit her..den aft tt we goin 2 watch de performance at esp...den yarh...i gt free tiket frm roy...so...i guess im goin...2 gib dem support..hope dey will do it fabulously...n i noe dey will..bt den..even though im still sick on tt dae..i dun care...im still goin...aini looking 4ward 2 my attendance..izit??kae..i duno wat de werd ish...okeh...wadeva de werd iz...den yarh...i duno wat 2 type liaoz...okeh...juz nw play guitar hero AGEN..n den go down play badminton fer awhile..den went hme..i suddenly felt cold...mayb bcoz juz nw play abit of rain...huahua...den frm juz nw morn i onie eat roti prata...eat abit..den vomit out...den until nw still haben eat de...i dun feel hungry...nt in de mood oso 2 eat..i dun wana vomit agen..it feels awkward... x(...okeh...i tired 2 post lar...wana rez...okeh..bubye..tc aitez..ily viewers!!!!muackz!!!!!!!!!

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okeh....im writing bout on 24 nov...which is ytr...okeh....woke up at 12+pm..slept at 6+am...coz cudnt sleep...duno y lar...den make bed..den go take a shower...den...get readie go out wit mummy..eat a few roti jala ...den switch on my fone...n charged 4 awhile...den chck gt msg frm sum1...den i sae tt sry 4 de late eply coz juz woke up...ytr slept at 6+...den he asked y i slept late..i sae coz i cudnt sleep...den i asked him..whether he read my blog aredie anot..den he sae yarh..haix..den ya...dot3...den i sae tt i dun wana lurve hym liaoz...coz i haf 2...ive gt no choice..den he saed his laz werds which ish ily...n he saed its over btw us agaen..den ryt aft tt i listened 2 de song wen ure gone by avril lavigne.....kk...den went 2 aunty hse...den gt scratch by aida on my face..haiyo!!!bt..nth much...haha...aida owaez wana bite wiwit...which is a kitten...haha...kecian wiwit...aida treats evriting lyk a doll...juz scratch lyk tt...even she did it 2 a baby...haha...cute lar...okeh lar...ltr i continue...gtg...bubye

okie dokie...bck...juz came bck frm wedding at tampiness..at thr eat nasi briyani wit chicken...den eat sum kueh...grapes..den went hme...den nw duno wat 2 do..nw listening 2 sorry blame it on me song by akon...den nex ish sandaran hati...haix...listening 2 hys fav songs...y??coz i still do lurp hym..de songs reminds mie of hym...de swit momentz tt we had 2getha...was damn swit..especially de part whr we dance...haix..n wen we had our 1st kiz..haix...cnt get hym outa my mind..hw cn i 4get my verie 1st kiz ryt...haiyo..kk..dun wana post liaoz...tears gona fall..haha...kk..tc..bubye

im bck...duno y...mayb coz im bored..tts y i came 2 post...agen...hehe...okeh...im waiting fer hym 2 came bck..bt nt bck yet...haix...whr ish hym?!?!??!?! i miz hym lar sei!!!uwek!!!!!hehe...step crying onie....kk..im nt a crybaby okeh...hehe...im reallie missing hym...im waiting 4 hym 2 cme bck...bt duno wen...hope tmr i cn mit hym...hehe...k lar...i duno wat 2 post ar..kk..bubye....tmr den i post lar...okeh...tc yarhz...lurve u viewers!!!!!!!!!muackz!!!

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haiz...missing sum1 tt i reallie n truly lurve...ive known hym since march 3rd if im nt wrong..hes mai bez fwen or shud i sae hes mai scandal...haha...2dae i went 2 sch 4 de open hse...arina woke mie up early in de morn at 8am...asking mie whether i cud go out anot..i asked whr she wana go..den she asked mie bck..she sae 1 go sch open hse..i was lyk wth?!?!plz la dun bring mie 2 sch during de hols..i had enuf...den she sae 1 collect nametag...sumore go thr wear home clothes...duno whether cn anot..arina sae cn2...den rch sch..she sae she scared 2 go in coz of our clothes...deng2 gal...den gt prefect at thr standing..den she asked us whether we were cmin 4 de open hse...i juz saed yarh..den she asked 2 cme in..den go in..she den asked whether we 1 2 hav de prefects 2 walked wit us or 1 2 walk alone..den we sae we walk alone lar...den we go canteen...go bookshop...collect our nametag...bt it wasnt thr....haiyo!!!den heck care dun care..we walked 2 lot 1...den drink a small coke at mac...den go cck int...ride 172 go jrng point...den walk2...den go de library..den sit2...go ride 157...go jyc..den chck haben open..coz de ppl go lunch...den ride 187 go bpp...den ate ice cream...mmmmm...yummy!!!den went hme...tired coz walk2 thr walk2 here...bt bored coz din reallie did much tings...den went hme...chnge clothes...den i laid down on bed...den tok on de fone wit khairul....hes de one tt i saed im missing coz he went bck kampung 2 celebrate his sis bdae at thr..on sundae den he cme bck...den at 5pm i went down...still toking 2 hym on de fone...den he saed ltr he called mie bck..hes kinda bz...den i sit kt pondok...den mummy walk2...den sit thr alone kana mosquito bite...so manie...omg??ish ma blood tt swit...haha....den i tried calling hym agen...aft awhile...coz i scared ltr he go he 4get 2 cal mie...den i msg his sis asking her 2 tell her bro,khairul,nt 2 4get 2 cal mie..den she sae shes out...khairul at hme..den i sae k lar..nemind...tc kaez...njoy urself..n hapi bdae in adv...den at arnd 6pm...went hme..den i lie down on de bed..den cal khai...den his bro sae his bz...ngh angkt2 bende...den i sae ok nemind..bye...den i fell asleep...den i woke up at 9+pm..den i received msg frm his adk saying tt "kak,abg khairul ask u 2 col tis num ******** tau.col ya.nw!
n another msg frm tt num tt his sis gib saying "hie...u nie i khairul..cpt lau nk dgr suare i..kol dis num.."
den i was lyk...no!!!!!!!!!!!!!y did i fell asleep...i shudnt...den nw im missing hym lyk hell den i msg his sis num saying tt-->"Adk tell abg khairul akak ckp sry..bab tk cal tad..kak fara tad ngntk ar..den kak fara tertdo"
n another msg frm mie-->"Okeh..juz wana sae tke gd care op urself ,hapi bdae in adv n im gona mis u ol..bt de moz im gona miz ish abg khairul..hee..tell hym 2 tc of hymself n oso tell hym tt i luv hym so much!!muackz!!bubye!!"
den nw i feel kinda sleepy...bt i cnt slip coz im confused wit mieself...do i 1 2 leave my x(s) n move on wit my lyfe or wat...anw..even though i did aniting wit ani1...i still lurp khairul de moz..n he noes evriting abt mie...thrs nvr a tings i hide frm hym...he understands mie alot...i reallie app it lotz...nw holding my tears coz i reallie miz hym!!!!!it wud b lyk 3 daez i wun gt 2 tok wit hym..thrs nvr a dae we din tok on de fone at ol..long tym i din mit hym...tts y ive been missing hym...omg....cnt blive it tt i suddenly received a msg frm hym...den msg2 wit hym...den he asked mie 2 cal hym...yay!!!!dpt sei!!!!!!i was lyk damn hapi wen he msg!!!k nw i tokin on de fone wit hym...okeh..gtg..bubye

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okeh..bout ytr...i went 2 jyc...jrng youth centre 4 ur info...frm lakeside shazri fetch mie...laz min ein asked shazri 2 fetch mie...get caught in de rain...kinda fun..long tym din play in de rain...haha...bt it was damn cold...aft get caught den go in jyc...gt aircon sumore...imagine hw cold it is...den inside dey ol break...den i bored i msg roy saying tt im de onie gal thr alone sia...den he called mie...i cnt reallie hear wat he sae coz dey open de music verie de loud...den i juz sae yarh..ok...den put down de fone...den aft a few mins...he came..den we ol salam...den i at thr juz watch dem break...den aft awhile...dey go outside...isap rokok...aiyo...hate it sia...den dok kt tangge..ein n roy ddk kt tangge tingkat 2...i sit at 1st floor...den ein ckp roy pgl mie..den i juz heck care dun care..den shazri n othas play bike..den i juz sit thr..chewing de chewing gum...den we bored dierorg suro msk...den msk ar..msk ngn roy n shazri...dierorg kt lua race bike...ader2 jek..den kt inside i juz sit2 thr..while de both of dem break...den ein msk...den sit wit mie...he sit at chair laen ar..den i juz leave my fone n wallet on de table...den dier tgk2 fone...den shazri jelez...coz i gib ein tgk my fone...tt tym shazri wan 2 c my fone i din gib...ein wan c i gib...beh jelez sei...stakat...weak ar...den i sae my fone nth much ar...den i sit dey 3 of dem break...n i juz watch...den i rez my head on de table...dh nk tertdo sei..den i sit..mai sluar melurot...den cn c..den ein told mie..den i make properly...baek jgk ek ein..bkn mcm roy...wen i was resting..i heard roy dare ein sumtin...roy ckp "ein aku dare ko ddk blakang ila..dier ngh tdo 2..aper lag rabe2 ar" den i was lyk...wtf sial...dier nie ader2 jek tao nk kne...den ein ckp oit..den ila terbgn ar...den dier ckp abt my pants..den ila naekkn lar....den tgkkn dier break...den boring sei...den i dun wana tok abt it liaoz...okeh...2dae nth much happen...nk g lot 1 ngn mummy tap tk jad..haiyo...half way jln...den patah aleq umah...okeh..nw living a sgl lyfe...waiting 4 mr right 2 cme knocking on my door...huahua...kk...10 ari itz my special dae lar sei...tk saba..im turning 14...hmm...agk2 dpt celebrate ke tk ek...k lar...mie wana go off yea..tc..ily u viewers!!MUACKZ!!

iLa iNsAn3 p3acInG 0uT y3a!!!

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sry fer nt posting for quite a long tym..i noe itz been 10 daez ive nt been posting...hehe...verie de sry ler..kk..nw im sgl n hapi s cn b...no1 cn control mie lyfe...i wana luv hu eva i 1..its none of ani ppl's buisness...saturdae went 2 fareast plaza 2 watch dance competition wit roy n dey ol...it strted at 4pm..i din noe tt...i tot it strt at arnd 12 or 1..coz tt tym i go strt liaoz...bt i guess it strt late coz its de finals...so..it ends till nyt..den at fareast waited 4 roy n dey ol...wen dey reach...roy was malu2 kuceng plak...den mcm maen catching plak sei kt sane...org naek..dier trun..org trun..dier naek...wei..pnt tao...den ila da bingit..ila ddk ngn dey ol...den bbl ckit2 ar ngn dierorg...den da tu..roy n aini da dtg..den roy dok bhind mie...ader2 jek tao karenah dier..wadeva...dun wana tok abt tt...coz 2 daez ago liaoz...kk...den 2dae stay at hme...den yasmin,ma adk angkt cme ma hse..den my neighbour jasmine..oso came 2 my hse....den guess wat??i play hide n seek,blindmice colour catching wit dem...i noe im childish..so wat...i still young..i wana njoy my childhood b4 its gone..wakakaka...den at nyt i went 2 sunshine place wit mummy...den bought new tilam..den bought chocolate 4 mie n in which is my 2nd bro..den aleq mam chocolate den otw aleq bbl ngn ein..den kt umah bentang tilam aru den bareng2 ngn spongebob ngn patrick...smbl 2 pun bbl ngn ein n bace novel dakapan asmara by zetty zarina...hehe...den da boring bace buku...den stop...den bbl ngn ein kt fone dier asek2 buka lagu mmg khilafku..den dier nyanyi..haha..naseb baek tk ujan...hehe..ila2...evil sei...den mayb tmr trun jyc...ein ajak...i sae lao tk ujan ar den i trun..i ask hym 2 fetch mie kt lakeside...coz i duno whr de place iz...k lar..duno wat 2 type liaoz...lao ila senang ila akan post..lao ila mlz sry ye..hehe..kk bubye..tc yarhz!!ily u ol!!!n bein sgl ish fun tao!!!kk...muackz!!!!!!!!!!!

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haha..i noe ive nt been posting 4 quite sumtyms...til gt ppl complain de...haha...farnie2..k 2dae i bought my sec 3 books liaoz...den nth much lar happen...actuallie manie tings happen bt i dun wana tell...coz itz personal...i dun 1 ani1 2 noe...bt those hu noe shaddap tao...hehe...k la...me bored lar sei...duno wat 2 write..kk....senang2 ila akan post lar...lao mlz jgn nk harap ye...haha...kk..buiaz...tc yarh...ily viewers!!!!!muackz!!
iLa iNsAn3 p3acInG 0uT AiTeZ!!!!

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c tt pic on da left...tts mie goin out raye...hehe...i was bored aft setting maself up...i nid 2 mit my fwenz at 12.30....at 12 im readie...den duno wat 2 do..i take pics of maself...den i din chck de tym..da syiok sendri...lupe tym...haha...den....rush down 2 de bus stop..luckily dey haben reach yet..deb went 2 mit yana at her hse...wargh....frm 12.30 till 12.50 we knock on her door....din open2...wah sai ar...den i try opening de inside wooden door...haha...cn open sia...den she inside duno doin wat...she asked 2 wait..den wait lar...den at last we got in...den wait 4 her 2 get readie....til 1.30...den aft go fiza hse...den go my hse..den go lot take neoprint...haha...cute lar dey ol...at my hse..stay abit longer...coz we watch horror movie...suster ngesot the movie...haha...de ghost kill ppl hu betray their partners....fun sia...serve dem rite...hu ask dem betray their partners...haha...den watch...forward2....din reallie watch de whole ting...watch abit..den watch behind de scenes..wen de filming de person hu act s de ghost reallie get pocessed sia...scarie de berrie lar sei...haha....k lar...i kinda admire wit de mystery guy hu ive nvr met b4...or seen his pic...bt de way i heard his voice....he seems 2 b a great guy....2 mie ar...bt still i got manie more 2 find out abt hym...his voice cute lar sei...reallie adores hym...haha...k lar...mie wana off....kk...buaiz!!!ily viewers lar sei!!!muackz!!
iLa iNsAn3 g0iN oFf

Heading into the darkness 5:51 PM

2dae wen out wit ma cuz efa n apit n our fwen edy...we went 2 far east plaza 2 watch a dance competition....hmm...nicce sia dey dance....at watching ol de peformances,we went 2 take a walk n taka..den aft tt ride bus 2 peninsula....walk2 at peninsula plaza...terserempak ngn kak noi...den tok 2 her 4 awhile...den duno hu cal mie..tk sempat nk angkt...dier da ltk....den try calling bck...tk dpt...den went 2 bugis...jln2 cuci mate....den went hme...i had lotz of fun even though its tiring...haha....reach hme...feel kinda sleepy...bt dun 1 sleep yet...ltr nyt den sleep....(yawning)...omg...damn sleepy....k...ila tired 2 type liaoz kaez...buaiz...tc yarh..
iLa iNsAn3 p3acInG oUt yeA!!!!

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