here r de pix tt i tok frm kampong

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okeh..sry fer nt posting fer a quite long...ytr on de 30th...went bck kampong...damn2 fun lor..go thr 8 ppl...sit my cuz's car...woots~~i woke up at 6.20 am...den went 2 my cuz hse...frm hme tak bus n den take train go lakeside...den rch aredie my 2 ank sdare drinking milk...den go in salam ol..den sit down fer awhile..den take my both my ank sdare pic...den take anotha ank sdare...nor sarah pic..cute de...den go down wit my 2 ank sdare aisyah n nasyrah...den sit in de car..we 3 sit at de bck...i sit on de left...aisyah sit in de middle nasyrah sit on de ryt...den w8 fer de rez 2 cme down...den evri1 cme down aredie....proceed 2 woodlands chckpoint...den went 2 pontian kechil ferst 2 buy sum stuffs...den bought satay..hee...while walkin i ate it..den go in de car..nex we went 2 serkat cik tipah's kampong...at thr take lotx of pix..pix of us...pix of de animal thr..eg,chicken n monkey...den while walkin arnd de hse..i tok 2 mummy whether got swing anot..coz laz tym i went thr..usually hav lor...den mummy sae dun haf aredie....den i went in de hse...mummy cal out 2 mie..den i go out..den mummy show mie a swing...haha..dun haf de wood 2 sit on...mus sit on de rope...pain sia my s...den sit properly...not quite pain lar..den i was thr alone on de swing...i tinkin abt hym...abt de memoriez tt we had 2getha lar..den my ank sdare cme...nasyrah wan 2 try out de swing...but canot lar...coz 2 high fer her...den dey ol play throw2 small stones...den dey go in..while i at outside alone wit my memoriez...den i tired aredie...i cme down de swing aisyah cme..den asked mie...kak ila wan 2 go in..den i sae yarh...den i bring her in oso...den she ask i wan ice cream anot..den i dun 1...den went up de stairs..den play motha2 wit dem..i bcme de motha,dey ol my children...wat 2 do...cnt deny...muz entertain de small ones...if 1 2 entertain dem u oso mus b 1 of dem...so i b lar...den wen takin pix..nasyrah n aisyah quarrel bcoz de one 2 take pix..den laz2 i kip de cam...ltr jato...i die ler...den go anotha kampong at pontian..parit haji wat2 lar..i 4get aredie...den go pak dol's hse...den gt anotha ank sdare..name dier haziq...de age arnd 2 or 3 lar..verie cute sei..de eyes verie rounded!!!hehe...den play soccer wit hym...haha...cute lar sei!!!den go pak usof's hse awhile..den go uma sblah...mak ngah's hse...er awhile...den aft tt go shoppin...i 4get de name of de place...den isi minyak..den went hme..rch hme arnd 10+...den aft shower...i eat den go sleep...hehe...mummy juz nw sae maby tmr go shoppin at ct sq n kote raye wit kak mel..den mayb plannin 2 sleepover n my cuz hse at mlysia durin chinese new yr...at serkat...sounds fun!!!woots~~ i wan 2 go!!!cn play water..at thr hav laut..woohoo!!hehe..k lar...de pix mayb ltr or tmr i post..coz my bro bring de cam...din ha tym 2 sav it...kk..juz wana sae GDBYE 2007 n HELLO 2oo8!!!!!N HAPPIE NEW YR 2 OL!!NEW RESOLUTIONS LIAOZ!!!!N strtin a new lyf...kk...t'kairex aitex!!luv u ol!!muackz!!!

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okeh..im bck..juz 2 tell tt its over...011207 9.16pm saturday ends on 241207 3.56pm monday
k...i din asked fer it...bt he did...i duno y...lyk ive saed its his decision...i'll juz approve it..mayb its de ryt decision fer us..yea..n nw im sgl agen..bt unavailable coz i dun feel lyk havin guyz aredie..im sick n tired of having a stead hu wud at laz askfer break w/o a reason....so i wun go on having steads wen i noe wat de end wud feel lyk...it reallie hurts alot but ive gota b strong 2 face tis..okeh...im out fer nw yea..tc...juz 2 let u noe tt i'll nvr stop lovin u even u treat mie tis wae..
aitex..kk..tc ilysm...muackz...chiaoz

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gd aftn0on u ol!!!!!!!okeh im fyn...im nt bein tt emo ryt nw...okeh...no more crying or wad so eva...im tinking positive...im nt gona stay in bed n starve maself 2 death...muahahaha...
okeh yea...my donkey hav chnge...ytr wen im on de fone wit eu...ur voice different...ure nt treating mie lyk de wae u owaez do treat mie...n ure bein so secretive 2 ur own gal..i asked wats goin on,ure nt telling mie...i asked hus ur new fwen u dun wana tell mie de truth...eh cmon lar...if ure havin problem b free 2 tell mie okeh...im ur gal..i hav de ryts 2 noe wats goin on in ur lyfe...if ure nt telling mie....den i guess im NOBODY in ur lyfe...da lar...i had enuf of u bein so secretive 2 mie...n wen ure tokin 2 mie..ure nt tt swit person tt i use 2 tok 2 wen im on de fone wit euu....n wen i sae im goin out...nk aleq kampong...u din even feel lyk u wan mie 2 stay...ure juz saying yea okeh...ure juz lyk heck care dun care abt mie aredie u noe...okeh...i juz duno y uve chnge...okeh...tt's ol ma werds tt ive got fer euu...tink abt it n if aniting tok 2 mie okeh...tts ol fer nw...ive nuthin 2 post liaoz...tc..ilysm dear....muackz...chiaoz...

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okeh...abt ytr i went 2 east coast park 2 celebrate my fwen bdae...went thr wit 2 of my fwen n my adk angkt....we were suppose 2 mit dem at 2.30...i rch thr at 2.40...hee...sry lar dey...bus cme late ryt...den mit dem aredie ride train 2 bedok....frm bedok naek bas...den we walk den supposed 2 walk 2 area f...bt we walk de otha side at area b....yes ah!!!great job aitex!!!clever...den dey take tings frm my bag wen i was at the shore playing wit de water...i left my bag wit dem.....den walk 2 mac eat sumtin fer awhile while waiting fermy fwen 2 cme fetch us....we were drench lor...damn wet sia...den juz walk lar in de rain..basah ckit...lebeh baek basah trus...den my fwen's mum plan wit us..saed tt aft she blow de candle we sabo her...she put de egg aside...den ltr we pndi2 take lar..den b4 we sing bdae song...we take spray...n egg...n water mix wit flour...den i put egg in de water tt was mix wit flour...den i splashed it at her...huahua...ciannyer...den evribudie strts 2 sabo each otha....da lar tk bring xtra clothes...den nemind lar...juz get dirty lar...den i wan catch 1 of my fwen...coz he make my skinny jeans dirty!!!!tk baek sei...den run lyk hell lor...damn tired...fall down mani tymz coz of tt idoit lor...haha...no offence ar....juz jkjk onie...hehe...den my fwen was washing de clothes coz dirty...den bdae gal wana sabo my fwen oso...den my fwen duno i was bhind....haha...den i throw sand at my fwen..huahua pdn muke...den my fwen's mum tnye bwk xtra baju tk...we saed tk...den she sae nemind lar...u ol wan 2 go play wit water go lar...ltr my fwen's dad send us hme...den we sae ok lor...den i n my adk angkt go dive in de water..haha...den wash ourselves....coz of de cake tt de bdae gal throw at my face...n ol de spray thingy...den swim thr...swim here...den my fwen owaez disturb mie go pull my leg wen i was swimming...i was drown fer awhile sia...kanina ar!!!! den we went up agen...den eat agen..den swim agen..den i tell my adk angkt...tt i wan 2 empty my pockets tt r filled wit sands...den aru nk msk aer...i tell my adk angkt 2 patah aleq ar..tk jad...den she asked y..den i sae ltr at thr den i tell euu k..den i tell her...coz suddenly i smell a fragrance smell....so nice lar...den sumore tt nyt full moon agik...haiyo...den da 2 jek...we drink sum hot tea...den get readie 2 go hme..go toilet..wash ourselves...den go 2 carpark...ride my fwen's dad's van...den dey sent us hme..kk...tts ol abt ytr....den tok on de fone wit sum1...til 3am+..den i no mood 2 tok liaoz...coz he sae he wan a 1 wk time off on our rltionship...den i sae...okeh...fyn...up 2 u ar...den i sae i wana rez...k tc lurve u muackz!!bubye...he din rply 2 wat i sae n juz sae bye n hang up...den i was crying n crying lyk hell...den in my hart i saed tish 2 maself "its ur lyfe,ur decision,u decide..im nt gona dcide fer u s i dun wana control u n ur lyfe"
den mummy woke me up at 10am+...den go bath go sumwhr......den i wasnt in de mood...so i din eat....den in taxi..juz listen 2 music...den rch hme chnge clothes den stayed in bed...kip tinking of hym non stop....i dun wan aniting else...except fer hym juz by ma side..ol i nid ish hym in my lyfe...nuthin else is special 2 mie except fer hym n his luv...haiz...din eat aniting...juz stayed in bed n listen sum sentimental musics....fer example...terlalu istimewa...n much2 more...yea...k...juz wana sae tc...ilysm my donkey...n im nt gona break ma promise....juz 2 tell euu it hurts me wen u sae u will break ur promise..haix..kk..til here den..byez..muackz

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okeh...ferstly i wana sae sry coz ive nt been posting 4 quite a long tym...i noe its been 2 wks + ive nt been posting...kinda bz goin out thr n here...secondly im still att wit my luv...okeh...n im nt gona let hym go agen...okeh...den on 8 dec...i went 2 marina sq...2 watch barney show...i noe im childish..bt wadeva....den during de foto taking on stage...i stand in front of barney...den barney go pull my rubber band n let go of my hair...n easier wae 2 sae ish barney go untie my hair...so bad...den went 2 walk arnd thr...n den go suntec...den went hme...rch hme at arnd 12+...i din reallie went hme..wat i meant ish...i went 2 my cuz hse..i slipover at thr...den went hme de nex dae....den ytr...which is de 15 dec....i went 2 sentosa wit my cuzies...den i went skyride wit my fav kakak sdare....den we tok2 abt mie...she told mie tt if i hav prob i cud come n tok 2 her...den yarh...okeh...reallie app her fer bein verie caring 2 mie....b4 tt we take monorail frm vivocity..outside vivo...we camwhore.....lyk crazy ppl..huahua...den went 2 sentosa...den go de skyride....nt tt scary lar....s im nt afraid of heights....high elements ish mua fav...den went 2 chnge n den went inside de water...damn3 cold okeh...den swim thr swim here...play frisbee...den build sandcastle tap tk menjadi..huahua
den went 2 my cuz hse...2 karaoke....huahua....had such a great tym wit my cuz....den as per normal i slipover at thr...den juz nw aft i cme bck...okeh...ive gt nth 2 sae aredie...ol i wan 2 sae ish i luv my luver so much tt i will nt let hym go AGEN!!!!!!!!!!!!! okeh...lurve hym so much!!!
n i miz hym 2!!!! okeh..t'kairex aitex!!!! chiaoz!!!!muackz!!!!!

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okeh...its over n 4eva!!im juz so stressed out tt i cnt stop slashing my arm!!!!!n yea...wadeva...ytr went 2 my cuz hse...coz gt kenduri arwah abg sdare...den i rch thr ar 1+..den sit2....play wit aida...n den 1 aft anotha cuz came...den wen kak nana cme....she sit 4 awhile...den ajak her go kedai....n juz browse thru sum tings...den went hme...my ank sdares ol cme 2 my hse aredie...dden i was bored...i asked khairul 2 cal mie...den he called...den bbl skejap...coz nid 2 put down de fone..s ol my ank sdares sebok nk bbl ngn dier...den lyn c aida...den went inside de ro0m...carry anotha baby..sarah..she bite mie on my shoulder...haiyo!!bt i din feel anitin ar..den aft tt...de ppl ol cme aredie..stay in de room...n hav fun wit ank sdares ol....okeh...my hand tired n in pain 2 type aredie so...mayb 2nyt or wen im free i post okeh..tmr im nt goin 2 b posting...coz..im goin marina wit my kakak sdare...den i slipover at her hse...den on sundae i cme bck...n thr r sum photos tt i wana upload..bt ive gt no tym....so mayb 2nyt okeh...so...juz wana sae i luv no1...except for my familie n fwenz!!!!!!!okeh..bubye!!!!tc yarhz
here r sum pix....

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okeh...2dae woke up at arnd 8+..coz dady cal mie...den tok wit hym fer a while...den went bck 2 sleep..den arnd 10+..he cal agen...den tok fer awhile...den woke up den clean my bed...den go bath...den eat rice...den go kedai..1 buy sch shoes...den dun hab whrs on my mind..den bought my precious pinky penknife...woohoo!!!which is de pic below...
den i msg2 wit dady...at de same tym i msg wit his fwen syah...he saed he was feeling down coz hes nt feeling well...n he sae he goin hosp...den i told dady...den he asked y??den i sae coz he sick...den dady angry at mie coz i msg wit hym..den fite agen...den i slash my hand wit de penknife...wana c de pic...ltr den i show okeh...so now...we'r taking a time off on our rltionshp....juz nid tym fer maself tis few daez...haix..he cnt banned mie frm cntcin wit otha guyz..which onie r juz my fwenz...he dun hab de ryts 2 control my lyfe...i gt a lyfe..so does he...so he muz understnd....haix...juz hope he cud understnd de kind of person i m...okeh...ive gt nth 2 post aredie nt in de mood..n my left arm weak aredie coz of de cuts..okeh..heres de pic...okeh...i'll luv hym 4eva...im nt gona stop loving hym...juz wana sae tc k dady..i luv euu owaez...muackz!!!dun b noti wen im nt arnd...tc..

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okeh..2dae oso nth 2 post...coz nth much happen...de song hate that i love you by rihanna feat ne-yo verie nice tao...muz hear okeh... here r de lyrics..hope eu ol njoy de song yea

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okeh..ive gt nth 2 post 2dae....juz wana upload sum pics on my bdae...nt much lar...okeh...

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okeh..yea u ol read tt im attached ytr ryt..yea...i reallie luv hym...n im nt gona fyt wit hym aredie...coz tts wat we've promised..haix...ure nt de laz tym person tt i used 2 noe...hope euu wil chnge...

tish is fer my dadykuz yg tercyg:
lately tis while...uve chnge since ure wit her..u noe hu...u strted taking glue...n drinking those alcoholic drinks...n ure getting addicted 2 it...coz she was oso...i was quite upset wen i heard u sniffing glu ytr...its nt gd fer ur health...n u noe tt i reallie luv euu...i cared fer euu coz i luv euu so...n i dun wan aniting bad happen 2 euu...n i noe ure still confused wit ur feelings...i understnd...bt look wat shes done 2 euu..has she eva cared fer euu??abt tt im nt reallie sure..bt wat shes has done 2 euu has disappoint mie..i juz hope tt u will chnge...n i hope u cud 4get her 2...n stop havin feelings 2werds her...ive make up my mind 2 luv euu agen n giv euu a laz chance..n i onie luv euu ryt nw...no one else is in my hart...onie euu..i juz hope tt u wud make up ur mind hu euu 1 2 luv...n i dun wana hear euu taking glu nimore...n if ure nt hapi wit wadeva ive done...plz tell mie...n tell mie wat cn i do 2 improve maself s a beta gal...coz i dun wana ruin our rltionshp agen..i hope we wud take responsibility on our rltionshp...hope we laz long...n i dun wan eu 2 worrie if im crying tis daez..coz ive juz lost 1 of my favourites abg sdare...n hes nvr cmin bck...so i hope u understnd de state im in...okeh..tts ol my werds tt ive got fer euu...i reallie luv euu so much...muackx..tc...byez

ive gt nth 2 post 2dae..coz im nt reallie in de mood 2 post aniting...coz nth much happened n ive lost de person tt i luv oso.,..n hes nvr cmin bck...hpe u ol understnd wat im trying 2 sae...anw juz wana leave a msg fer my boify...okeh..ily viewers..tc yarhz..bubye...

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YAY!!!!!!!!IM 14 2DAE!!!n 2dae ish de memorable n meaningful dae fer mie....011207,0916pm,saturday is owaez in my hartx!!!!!!!okeh lar!!!!i dun wana tok abt 2dae so much...im 2 tired 2 type...coz i wana rez..okeh..ol i noe ish i lurve my dady!!!!!!!muackz!!!!!!!n 011207 is owaez in my hart aitex!!!bubye!!!!!

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