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Let the darkness swallow me whole
defenseless



I'm alone .
Coz I've learnt not to trust
not to believe .
Letting the darkness swallow me.
its better than holding on
and hurting myself


my days. without you

October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
August 2010

Desires.

  • The darkness
  • My heart to heal
  • to forget you

  • Loves.♥

  • nothing,my heart no longer has the capability to love afer you are gone

  • thoughts

    I saw you smile
    and my mind could not erase
    the beauty of your face

    closing up the heart


    backstage work

    Do.Not.Remove
    You'll pay if they are gone

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    Monday, October 8, 2007

    ello u ol!!!
    ila wana apologize 4 nt postin ytr...nt bz bt lazy...haha..kk..ytr nth much happen...same ting happen lar ehk...on de fone wit dady...den tok2 til 1+...den go sleep...ytr went 2 taman jrg...go sheng siong blanja barang 4 d open hse...so canot wait ler..i told my 2nd bro 2 buy whip cream..1 sabo my 1st bro lar sei...haha...tkd keje sei ila..ila insane lar sei...haha...i got 2 new nick...1 ish frm my dady..which is mami manje...1 ish i made maself...which is ila impatient...haha..canot w8 lar sei..tts y impatient..haha...hmm...2dae hav sci paper 1 n home econ...quite ez...bt a bit difficult..1stly it seems difficult bcoz thrs so mani pages..padahal...padahal...haha..canot judge a bk by its cover lar sei...nvr judge a book by its cover..hahaz..tk abez2 ngn idioms ila lar sei..haha...den juz nw oso hav mt oral aft recez...wargh...scarie sei...1stly bace sorg2 bley bace..tym dpn ckg je tergagap sei...omg!!seram lar sei..im juz so glad tt itz over..yay!!!tmr laz paper lar sei...den wednesdae no sch...marking dae...i dun 1 go liaoz aft tmr...exams finish alreadie wat...wat 4 go sch sumore..thrs nth 2 learn..niwae..i cnt blive im goin 2 sec 3 liaoz...i juz feel lyk im nt so matured 2 go sec 3 yet...i still wanan njoy my childhood lyfe lar sei!!!i hadnt had enough of havin fun,up 2 mischive...haha..tmr maths paper..die ler die ler...i hate maths liaoz...it used 2 b my fav sub..nw im startin 2 hate it..haha..itz sux..itz gettin difficult each dae...haiyak!!wen cn i stop studying???!?!?!i dun lyk 2 study lar sei...i 1 quit sch!!!haha..mcm real...den juz nw end sch @ 11.30...den w8 ayah 2 cme i sit @ de void deck...verie cold le...de wind so strong de..n it feels lyk at de beach..haha..so cooling..hehe...den juz nw reach hme...open de hse door...wargh!!!gt corn flakes smell..mum's makin kueh corn flakes lar sei...nk ikit bley tk...haha...mcm phm...den i cal ayah 2 tell tt im hme..den i cal my dady...he juz cme out of de sch..den i onlyn...my 2 bez fwen onlyn..den chat wit dem..den dey tok abt tiz syazwan hu's been waitin 4 mie..he's been askin 4 stead...n ive been kip rejectin..i dun 1 stead wit hym coz i dun lurp hym..n juz nw he asked fer stead agen...den i dun 1..tkkn nk accept kn..wen i dun even luv hym a sgl bit..if i accept bt i dun luv hym..tk baek sei..mempermaenkn hati prasaan dier...tts y i din accept hym...itz nt tt sengaje...dh tkd jodoh...den i asked farah 2 tell hym 2 stop waitin fer mie n find otha gals...den farah told hym..den farah sae..he was angried n he sae tt he wun disturb mie alreadie...at laz i gt freedon frm hym..haha...kk..tmr i post agen lar ehk...my hand tired alreadie..n im nt feeling tt well coz juz nw @ sch play rain..haha..nw havin flu..wargh!!fallin sch sooner or ltr..kk..bubyue..tc...ilysm lar dady!!!muackz!!n ily viewers 2!!bubye..


    Heading into the darkness 2:16 PM