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Let the darkness swallow me whole
defenseless



I'm alone .
Coz I've learnt not to trust
not to believe .
Letting the darkness swallow me.
its better than holding on
and hurting myself


my days. without you

October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
August 2010

Desires.

  • The darkness
  • My heart to heal
  • to forget you

  • Loves.♥

  • nothing,my heart no longer has the capability to love afer you are gone

  • thoughts

    I saw you smile
    and my mind could not erase
    the beauty of your face

    closing up the heart


    backstage work

    Do.Not.Remove
    You'll pay if they are gone

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    Saturday, October 6, 2007

    OMG!!OMG!!!itz d 24th dae of fastin!!!!!woohoo!!!another 6 more daez n itz over...n cn strt eatin liaoz!!!woohoo!!dh nk raye lar sei!!tk sabanyer!!!1st dae of raye open hse lar sei!!ol r wlcm...i mean...ol my cuz lar ehk...jgn nk terase...hahax...so mean sia ila...haha..biase uhz...kate ila mahx..im nt mean lar sei..im insane..hahaz..kk...so ytr i din reallie sleep lar sei...aft sahur den i sleep..so itz arnd 5+ den i sleep...lagipun tk sch kn..so sleep late uhz..nk tdo siang2 pe hal sei..den tad...sleep at 5+ den wake up at 8+ sia...wargh sleepy2...bt nt tt sleepy bahx..im hyperactive lar sei!!!haha..mcm pa...hmm..so tt morn i din sleep..i spent tym writin my diary as pernormal lar ehk...den i sleep aft sahur..den wake up at 8+ den i go 2 sleep bck...den woke up at 12+...den..i went 2 shower..den make bed..den i msg my dady..den he asked mie 2 cal...tts arnd 1+..den he was otw hme frm his dance practice..smangat dance lar dier...haha..bBoyin olwaez...tk abez2 ngn diernyer breakdance...da tao saket maseh nk g sei...smangat nah lar my dady...den tok on de fone..den i asked hym 2 cal mie bck ltr coz wana help my 2nd abg 2 clear up d hse 4 d open hse nex wk...celebratin hari raya n my 1st bro bdae...haha..my 1st bro gona gt dirty lar on tt dae..im gona sabo hym terok2 lar sei...dier dh lame tk kne sabo kn..tkpe2...hes gonna gt it frm mie..haha..evil sei ila..hmm..i tink im in luv wit tiz sumone..bt i duno whether he's feeling d same 2wards mie 2...tkkn nk tnyekn..mcm tk tao malu lar sei..so i guess..i'll juz kip it within my heart lar sei...its btw mie n maself...nobodie shud noe it...haha..bt if ani of euu noe liaoz..shuddup tao..dun let d cat out of d bag...ltr no use cryin over spilt milk..haha...ol d idioms strtin 2 cmin out liaoz...haha..kk...hmm..on mondae gt sci paper 1 n home eco lar sei...den gt mt oral..wargh...hate oral lyk 1 hell sia!!den aft oral cn go off liaoz...fun uhz sei ...kk...ily viewers!!tc ya...i'll b bck 2mr...kk...muackz!!


    Heading into the darkness 8:28 PM