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Let the darkness swallow me whole
defenseless



I'm alone .
Coz I've learnt not to trust
not to believe .
Letting the darkness swallow me.
its better than holding on
and hurting myself


my days. without you

October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
August 2010

Desires.

  • The darkness
  • My heart to heal
  • to forget you

    • Loves.♥

  • nothing,my heart no longer has the capability to love afer you are gone

    • thoughts

    I saw you smile
    and my mind could not erase
    the beauty of your face

    closing up the heart


    backstage work

    Do.Not.Remove
    You'll pay if they are gone

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    Wednesday, November 21, 2007

    okeh..bout ytr...i went 2 jyc...jrng youth centre 4 ur info...frm lakeside shazri fetch mie...laz min ein asked shazri 2 fetch mie...get caught in de rain...kinda fun..long tym din play in de rain...haha...bt it was damn cold...aft get caught den go in jyc...gt aircon sumore...imagine hw cold it is...den inside dey ol break...den i bored i msg roy saying tt im de onie gal thr alone sia...den he called mie...i cnt reallie hear wat he sae coz dey open de music verie de loud...den i juz sae yarh..ok...den put down de fone...den aft a few mins...he came..den we ol salam...den i at thr juz watch dem break...den aft awhile...dey go outside...isap rokok...aiyo...hate it sia...den dok kt tangge..ein n roy ddk kt tangge tingkat 2...i sit at 1st floor...den ein ckp roy pgl mie..den i juz heck care dun care..den shazri n othas play bike..den i juz sit thr..chewing de chewing gum...den we bored dierorg suro msk...den msk ar..msk ngn roy n shazri...dierorg kt lua race bike...ader2 jek..den kt inside i juz sit2 thr..while de both of dem break...den ein msk...den sit wit mie...he sit at chair laen ar..den i juz leave my fone n wallet on de table...den dier tgk2 fone...den shazri jelez...coz i gib ein tgk my fone...tt tym shazri wan 2 c my fone i din gib...ein wan c i gib...beh jelez sei...stakat...weak ar...den i sae my fone nth much ar...den i sit dey 3 of dem break...n i juz watch...den i rez my head on de table...dh nk tertdo sei..den i sit..mai sluar melurot...den cn c..den ein told mie..den i make properly...baek jgk ek ein..bkn mcm roy...wen i was resting..i heard roy dare ein sumtin...roy ckp "ein aku dare ko ddk blakang ila..dier ngh tdo 2..aper lag rabe2 ar" den i was lyk...wtf sial...dier nie ader2 jek tao nk kne...den ein ckp oit..den ila terbgn ar...den dier ckp abt my pants..den ila naekkn lar....den tgkkn dier break...den boring sei...den i dun wana tok abt it liaoz...okeh...2dae nth much happen...nk g lot 1 ngn mummy tap tk jad..haiyo...half way jln...den patah aleq umah...okeh..nw living a sgl lyfe...waiting 4 mr right 2 cme knocking on my door...huahua...kk...10 ari itz my special dae lar sei...tk saba..im turning 14...hmm...agk2 dpt celebrate ke tk ek...k lar...mie wana go off yea..tc..ily u viewers!!MUACKZ!!

    iLa iNsAn3 p3acInG 0uT y3a!!!


    Heading into the darkness 1:59 PM