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Let the darkness swallow me whole
defenseless



I'm alone .
Coz I've learnt not to trust
not to believe .
Letting the darkness swallow me.
its better than holding on
and hurting myself


my days. without you

October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
August 2010

Desires.

  • The darkness
  • My heart to heal
  • to forget you

    • Loves.♥

  • nothing,my heart no longer has the capability to love afer you are gone

    • thoughts

    I saw you smile
    and my mind could not erase
    the beauty of your face

    closing up the heart


    backstage work

    Do.Not.Remove
    You'll pay if they are gone

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    Wednesday, December 5, 2007

    okeh...2dae woke up at arnd 8+..coz dady cal mie...den tok wit hym fer a while...den went bck 2 sleep..den arnd 10+..he cal agen...den tok fer awhile...den woke up den clean my bed...den go bath...den eat rice...den go kedai..1 buy sch shoes...den dun hab whrs on my mind..den bought my precious pinky penknife...woohoo!!!which is de pic below...
    den i msg2 wit dady...at de same tym i msg wit his fwen syah...he saed he was feeling down coz hes nt feeling well...n he sae he goin hosp...den i told dady...den he asked y??den i sae coz he sick...den dady angry at mie coz i msg wit hym..den fite agen...den i slash my hand wit de penknife...wana c de pic...ltr den i show okeh...so now...we'r taking a time off on our rltionshp....juz nid tym fer maself tis few daez...haix..he cnt banned mie frm cntcin wit otha guyz..which onie r juz my fwenz...he dun hab de ryts 2 control my lyfe...i gt a lyfe..so does he...so he muz understnd....haix...juz hope he cud understnd de kind of person i m...okeh...ive gt nth 2 post aredie nt in de mood..n my left arm weak aredie coz of de cuts..okeh..heres de pic...okeh...i'll luv hym 4eva...im nt gona stop loving hym...juz wana sae tc k dady..i luv euu owaez...muackz!!!dun b noti wen im nt arnd...tc..


    Heading into the darkness 5:04 PM