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Let the darkness swallow me whole
defenseless



I'm alone .
Coz I've learnt not to trust
not to believe .
Letting the darkness swallow me.
its better than holding on
and hurting myself


my days. without you

October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
August 2010

Desires.

  • The darkness
  • My heart to heal
  • to forget you

  • Loves.♥

  • nothing,my heart no longer has the capability to love afer you are gone

  • thoughts

    I saw you smile
    and my mind could not erase
    the beauty of your face

    closing up the heart


    backstage work

    Do.Not.Remove
    You'll pay if they are gone

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    Sunday, December 23, 2007

    thrs tears bhind tis smiling face

    okeh...abt ytr i went 2 east coast park 2 celebrate my fwen bdae...went thr wit 2 of my fwen n my adk angkt....we were suppose 2 mit dem at 2.30...i rch thr at 2.40...hee...sry lar dey...bus cme late ryt...den mit dem aredie ride train 2 bedok....frm bedok naek bas...den we walk den supposed 2 walk 2 area f...bt we walk de otha side at area b....yes ah!!!great job aitex!!!clever...den dey take tings frm my bag wen i was at the shore playing wit de water...i left my bag wit dem.....den walk 2 mac eat sumtin fer awhile while waiting fermy fwen 2 cme fetch us....we were drench lor...damn wet sia...den juz walk lar in de rain..basah ckit...lebeh baek basah trus...den my fwen's mum plan wit us..saed tt aft she blow de candle we sabo her...she put de egg aside...den ltr we pndi2 take lar..den b4 we sing bdae song...we take spray...n egg...n water mix wit flour...den i put egg in de water tt was mix wit flour...den i splashed it at her...huahua...ciannyer...den evribudie strts 2 sabo each otha....da lar tk bring xtra clothes...den nemind lar...juz get dirty lar...den i wan catch 1 of my fwen...coz he make my skinny jeans dirty!!!!tk baek sei...den run lyk hell lor...damn tired...fall down mani tymz coz of tt idoit lor...haha...no offence ar....juz jkjk onie...hehe...den my fwen was washing de clothes coz dirty...den bdae gal wana sabo my fwen oso...den my fwen duno i was bhind....haha...den i throw sand at my fwen..huahua pdn muke...den my fwen's mum tnye bwk xtra baju tk...we saed tk...den she sae nemind lar...u ol wan 2 go play wit water go lar...ltr my fwen's dad send us hme...den we sae ok lor...den i n my adk angkt go dive in de water..haha...den wash ourselves....coz of de cake tt de bdae gal throw at my face...n ol de spray thingy...den swim thr...swim here...den my fwen owaez disturb mie go pull my leg wen i was swimming...i was drown fer awhile sia...kanina ar!!!! den we went up agen...den eat agen..den swim agen..den i tell my adk angkt...tt i wan 2 empty my pockets tt r filled wit sands...den aru nk msk aer...i tell my adk angkt 2 patah aleq ar..tk jad...den she asked y..den i sae ltr at thr den i tell euu k..den i tell her...coz suddenly i smell a fragrance smell....so nice lar...den sumore tt nyt full moon agik...haiyo...den da 2 jek...we drink sum hot tea...den get readie 2 go hme..go toilet..wash ourselves...den go 2 carpark...ride my fwen's dad's van...den dey sent us hme..kk...tts ol abt ytr....den tok on de fone wit sum1...til 3am+..den i no mood 2 tok liaoz...coz he sae he wan a 1 wk time off on our rltionship...den i sae...okeh...fyn...up 2 u ar...den i sae i wana rez...k tc lurve u muackz!!bubye...he din rply 2 wat i sae n juz sae bye n hang up...den i was crying n crying lyk hell...den in my hart i saed tish 2 maself "its ur lyfe,ur decision,u decide..im nt gona dcide fer u s i dun wana control u n ur lyfe"
    den mummy woke me up at 10am+...den go bath go sumwhr......den i wasnt in de mood...so i din eat....den in taxi..juz listen 2 music...den rch hme chnge clothes den stayed in bed...kip tinking of hym non stop....i dun wan aniting else...except fer hym juz by ma side..ol i nid ish hym in my lyfe...nuthin else is special 2 mie except fer hym n his luv...haiz...din eat aniting...juz stayed in bed n listen sum sentimental musics....fer example...terlalu istimewa...n much2 more...yea...k...juz wana sae tc...ilysm my donkey...n im nt gona break ma promise....juz 2 tell euu it hurts me wen u sae u will break ur promise..haix..kk..til here den..byez..muackz


    Heading into the darkness 5:44 PM