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Let the darkness swallow me whole
defenseless



I'm alone .
Coz I've learnt not to trust
not to believe .
Letting the darkness swallow me.
its better than holding on
and hurting myself


my days. without you

October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
August 2010

Desires.

  • The darkness
  • My heart to heal
  • to forget you

  • Loves.♥

  • nothing,my heart no longer has the capability to love afer you are gone

  • thoughts

    I saw you smile
    and my mind could not erase
    the beauty of your face

    closing up the heart


    backstage work

    Do.Not.Remove
    You'll pay if they are gone

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    Monday, December 31, 2007

    okeh..sry fer nt posting fer a quite long...ytr on de 30th...went bck kampong...damn2 fun lor..go thr 8 ppl...sit my cuz's car...woots~~i woke up at 6.20 am...den went 2 my cuz hse...frm hme tak bus n den take train go lakeside...den rch aredie my 2 ank sdare drinking milk...den go in salam ol..den sit down fer awhile..den take my both my ank sdare pic...den take anotha ank sdare...nor sarah pic..cute de...den go down wit my 2 ank sdare aisyah n nasyrah...den sit in de car..we 3 sit at de bck...i sit on de left...aisyah sit in de middle nasyrah sit on de ryt...den w8 fer de rez 2 cme down...den evri1 cme down aredie....proceed 2 woodlands chckpoint...den went 2 pontian kechil ferst 2 buy sum stuffs...den bought satay..hee...while walkin i ate it..den go in de car..nex we went 2 serkat cik tipah's kampong...at thr take lotx of pix..pix of us...pix of de animal thr..eg,chicken n monkey...den while walkin arnd de hse..i tok 2 mummy whether got swing anot..coz laz tym i went thr..usually hav lor...den mummy sae dun haf aredie....den i went in de hse...mummy cal out 2 mie..den i go out..den mummy show mie a swing...haha..dun haf de wood 2 sit on...mus sit on de rope...pain sia my s...den sit properly...not quite pain lar..den i was thr alone on de swing...i tinkin abt hym...abt de memoriez tt we had 2getha lar..den my ank sdare cme...nasyrah wan 2 try out de swing...but canot lar...coz 2 high fer her...den dey ol play throw2 small stones...den dey go in..while i at outside alone wit my memoriez...den i tired aredie...i cme down de swing aisyah cme..den asked mie...kak ila wan 2 go in..den i sae yarh...den i bring her in oso...den she ask i wan ice cream anot..den i dun 1...den went up de stairs..den play motha2 wit dem..i bcme de motha,dey ol my children...wat 2 do...cnt deny...muz entertain de small ones...if 1 2 entertain dem u oso mus b 1 of dem...so i b lar...den wen takin pix..nasyrah n aisyah quarrel bcoz de one 2 take pix..den laz2 i kip de cam...ltr jato...i die ler...den go anotha kampong at pontian..parit haji wat2 lar..i 4get aredie...den go pak dol's hse...den gt anotha ank sdare..name dier haziq...de age arnd 2 or 3 lar..verie cute sei..de eyes verie rounded!!!hehe...den play soccer wit hym...haha...cute lar sei!!!den go pak usof's hse awhile..den go uma sblah...mak ngah's hse...er awhile...den aft tt go shoppin...i 4get de name of de place...den isi minyak..den went hme..rch hme arnd 10+...den aft shower...i eat den go sleep...hehe...mummy juz nw sae maby tmr go shoppin at ct sq n kote raye wit kak mel..den mayb plannin 2 sleepover n my cuz hse at mlysia durin chinese new yr...at serkat...sounds fun!!!woots~~ i wan 2 go!!!cn play water..at thr hav laut..woohoo!!hehe..k lar...de pix mayb ltr or tmr i post..coz my bro bring de cam...din ha tym 2 sav it...kk..juz wana sae GDBYE 2007 n HELLO 2oo8!!!!!N HAPPIE NEW YR 2 OL!!NEW RESOLUTIONS LIAOZ!!!!N strtin a new lyf...kk...t'kairex aitex!!luv u ol!!muackz!!!


    Heading into the darkness 3:34 PM