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Let the darkness swallow me whole
defenseless



I'm alone .
Coz I've learnt not to trust
not to believe .
Letting the darkness swallow me.
its better than holding on
and hurting myself


my days. without you

October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
August 2010

Desires.

  • The darkness
  • My heart to heal
  • to forget you

    • Loves.♥

  • nothing,my heart no longer has the capability to love afer you are gone

    • thoughts

    I saw you smile
    and my mind could not erase
    the beauty of your face

    closing up the heart


    backstage work

    Do.Not.Remove
    You'll pay if they are gone

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    Saturday, February 9, 2008

    orytez!!! ytr went bck kampong...wit mai cuzzies...de followings r
    -->my aunts n uncles
    -->my ank sdares
    -->my kakak sdares
    -->my abg sdares
    --> n adk sdare

    went thr wit a car n a van...den rch sumwhr go shop tings at giant...den eat at tis place...bt den de service was damn slow...so we cancelled de orders n juz straight away go kampong... at thr den we ate... eat nasi lemak... den aft tt...we played swing...haha... den c monkey lar...fish..chickens.. den aft tt got 1 part verie de farnie... my uncle told my aunt which is hys wife...2 try out de swing lar..den my aunt go n sit...den my uncle go n push hard2...den verie de high... den i was inside de hse... out of de blue... i heard my aunt shouting...den i look outside de window...saw mai aunt n uncle at de swing dere...den i laugh out loud...huahua... i tot wat onie...

    den i n mai adk sdare n ank sdares were damn bored lar.. den i teach dem dance...huahua.. so damn cute!!! den aft tt...we go play swing agen..den near de swing...got logs n hay lar...den i bored ryt...so i go n make fire lar...2 halau de nyamoks away... den aft tt... my cuzzies cme...my abg sdare n kakak sdare n sum of my uncles...den use minyak tanah n lighter... den pour de minyak on de hay n sum coconut husk... den light it up...den de fire big liaoz... den i help my ank sdares n adk sdare play de swing...i help dem push lar...den suddenly my kakak sdare cal mie..

    "iLa" kak mel(kakak sdare)
    "aye??" mie
    "cni jap" kak mel
    "okeh" mie
    "tgk kt bawah tyre tu..ader ular.." kak mel
    "huh?? ular..? eh ar2 lar" mie
    "blng mak ar" kak mel
    "mak!!! ader ular!!!" mie

    den...mkck2 ol ask..big ar..tis lar tt lar... den i sae small lar...baby snake...den tell my mkck hu ish leavin at de hse...den da 2 jek.... de ank take tish stick lyk tt lar...sumtink lyk spear...den go cucok de snake...den killed it lar...den da 2 jek..finish packin n ol... we proceed 2 a chalet... juz wanted 2 look arnd lar...de chalet ish above de sea...damn nice lor...tanjung piai resort... den de room ryt... gt de bed...gt double decker bed n sgl bed lar...den ol2getha i count...hav 22 beds ol2getha...so much lor...den got restaurant...imagine hw nice it is...2 hav a holidae above de beach...lyk Lakehouse lor.. den we went 2 buy dodol at tish place...den went bck 2 de kampong agen....coz my mkck wan 2 give us de nasi lemak lar...verie de manie..so she giv out 2 each fam... den went 2 kip mart...din bought much oso... den went 2 mydin mart...oso not much ting...den de money tt mummy giv mie oso din spent until finish...if go angsana...cnfrm tt much of money mummy giv...sure finish 1...coz at angsana much more varieties fer mie 2 buy...haha
    den went hme...i was damn tired lor...i went 2 shower...den on comp fer awhile...2 chck mi fwensta n email...den cht wit fwenz at msn...den i was damn tired n sleepy..den quickly off de comp...go take mai pillows n babies ol...den lie down...den go sleep...i was damn tired aredie... goin 2 K.O liaoz...so i juz lie down lyk tt...den doze off 2 sleep...haha... k lar...tmr i'll b goin picnic....bt nt sure at whr... wit mai fam lar.. so if tmr i hav tym...n interestin tings 2 tell..den i post okeh...if nt...im lazie 2 post..haha..niwaez...haben done mai hmwk sia...k lar..

    iLa iNsAn3 peacing out jyeah!!
    muax!!
    t'kairex aitez!!
    chiaoz!!


    Heading into the darkness 6:51 PM